"Well, we really have to give up on something sometimes."
I then remembered something and it's funny. My plan of being a doctor came in first before i found Math and Philosophy. I was in Kindergarten then during our graduation when my name was called on stage. After i received my diploma, I used the microphone and told the people out there that "Someday I want to be a doctor." It's weird. I'm getting nearer with it. And it came the same way I received the calling to serve when i was in fourth year high school. Things come according to my first plan. The plan I personally decide. Weird.