i just feel so alone. my dreams are going nowhere. inspirations were lost. suddenly, i realized, i'm also losing grip
i will do everything just to bring back the pieces but doing everything is still wasn't enough. I don't want to think of tomorrow but everytime i try to be conscious of time, i'm just realizing the most feared day. the most feared day is coming nearer and nearer. It's hard. it's all i wish but then not given.
Haha. i'm getting insane. i'm getting tired. getting tired of everything.
Happiness? How does it feel? i forgot the feeling...