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i always feel loved pero parang may kulang. kanina nasa mall ako, nilibre ko ang sarili ko. labentayms eh. kumain ako sa brother's burger. medyo nahiya ako kasi isa lang ako sa iilan na nag-iisa. di ko maikakaila naawa ako sa sarili ko. habang ang lahat ng nasa paligid ko ay mahihigpit na magkakayakap o kung hindi naman ay kuntento na sa holding hands, ang ilan naman, masarap na naghahalikan, ako mag-isa, walang kausap. masaya naman ako na mag-isa. sa 2 dekada ko dito sa mundo, mas pinili kong mapag-isa at hindi naman ako nakaramdam ng hirap. ewan ko ba, bigla ako nakaramdam ngbiglang pananabik. ano nga ba ang pakiramdam ng may kayakap o kaholding hands na iba bukod sa mga kaclose na kaibigan? o kaya naman ay yung pakiramdam na may hinahalikan tuwing uuwi ka bukod sa nakababatang kapatid at magulang? ano nga kaya? kahit nga yung feeling ng manligaw di ko alam, yung ganun pa kaya. hindi naman ako manhid. medyo marami nga lang siguro akong mas prayoridad kaysa sa pansariling pag-ibig. ngayon, medyo nakakaramdam ako ng takot. di ko alam pero ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganito. napaisip ako, paano kung masanay na ako sa ganitong buhay? alam mo na, yung buhay na mag-isa lang. yung tipong andyan na si ms. right pero di ko na magawang pansinin siya dahil sanay na ako ng mag-isa. paano nga kaya?

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Anonymous said…
oooh. you're back to blogging? hmm. i don't know what to say and i don't even have any advices to give.. wait.. i think i have.. while there's still time, like being young and all, do anything you want. push your limitations. sayang naman diba? wueh, useless advice. so anyway, belated happen labentyms! or belated happy "cardiac" day!
Anonymous said…
just be positive dude..

naitatanong ko rin yan minsan sa sarili ko.. may rason naman lahat ng bagay dito sa mundo.

just trust HIM..
em-em said…
what a coincidence... i feel the same way... all i can say...face the path that we have already taken.. don't back out! lets just see what our path will take us.. after all..we decided to take it..right?!

oh well.. like what are friends always say... every thing happens for a reason... lets just look at the brighter side of setting our priorities..... soon the fruits of our labor will come out... of course, we'll be happy to have them...the sooner the better..

soon we'll also have the other things we don't have this time..at the right place and at the right time.. even..the right person/people.... =D

and remember, God knows what are best for us... we'll never know what are they...what God will give us soon, could be far more better than what we desire right now....

God bless.. take care! =D

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