Monday, September 04, 2006
ay em bak!
yehey. it is nice to be back. i was hospitalized for a week. i have acquired pneumonia. now, they call me "batang sakitin". i am annoyed but though, i am not blaming my patient who caused me suffering. i wanna be a healthy kiddo so that i'll be free to do anything that i want. during my stay in the hospital, i realized how i hurry with what life has to offer. i was bored during my hospital stay. i am just looking at the regulation drops of my IV. i can't read a book where i can enjoy because i have headache where pain radiate up to the inner part of my brain. got no choice but to take a look of everything that will not stress me. that is then i stress myself. i always give myself so many task that i almost forgot to enjoy each thing that i do. time is running so slow. it's the baddest week for me. i was not able to participate in the "international" contest because i was in the hospital. my article too. i was not able to make one. i really feel sorry for those who gave me the oppotunity. i was not able to take care of what they have given me. i know it is really my fault because i was given a lot of time to do and think of it but i tried to rush myself. i got pneumonia. i was hospitalized. now, the outcome is too bad. now i have to rush from school too. midterms will be next week. i have to cope up to the missed topics. i have to read 12 chapters. imagine how thick is that. it would be too hard for me to digest all the information there especially to think that it is medical surgical nursing. the doctor told me to avoid strenous physical and mental activities. now how can i? i have to do it in less than a week while doing other subject matters. it will be a multi-tasking thing again for me. good luck for me. after this semester, i really promise to treat myself. i'll try to have a good vacation. the thing that i have to think is where to spend it. i really need some new environment. now, i am back to school. doing the same activities. but this time, i am enjoying each thing that i do. Good lesson learned right?