The [Whereabouts]

MIXED SITUATIONS: Depression Sending myself to school wasn’t really easy. In most cases, ordinary students doesn’t really understand the situation how it feels budgeting the money til nothing is left in your pocket. Not even a single penny. I send myself to school by choice. It is my decision since I got so much bothered about the feeling of being a failure to their expectations. Mahirap pala magpaaral. Akala ko ganun ganun lang. Ngayon, sa halos dalawang taon na pagsusuporta ko sa sarili ko, sa baon, matrikula, at kung anu-anong gastusin, naubos na ang savings ko. Akala ko ganoon lang kadali. Nanghihinayang tuloy ako sa mga panahon na kumikita ako pero kung san san ko lang dinadala ang pera. Bili dito, bili doon. Di ko lang man narealize kung ano ang value ng pera. Madali kasi pumapasok pera sa akin noon. Nagawa ko pa nga sagutin ung tuition ng classmate ko para sa isang semester dahil nakikita ko ung galling at determinasyon nya. Ngayon, wala na sya. Sayang matalino pa naman. An

And so I was in hiatus for how many days. Yeah I’m not a regular poster but I do use YMessenger and YMail everyday. I don’t have a very good internet connection for the past 14 days and counting and I’m hella freaking in here right now. Smartbro is hell! I swear! Intermittent connection for 2 weeks, how was that? God! Haven’t talked seriously to anyone along YMessenger. And it’s hard because I don’t have any personal updates with the other bloggers. I missed the night conferences (though I know it’s been rare since school year started), I missed the WIKA Conference too because of a very bad connection. I know I missed a lot. I’m willing to make up on it. So what happened to me these past few days? Hmm…I watched two good movies with my pareng bespren using his brainy jazz. His treat. Haha. The two movies were damn great (Transformers and Die Hard 4.0) but the person I’m with is much greater. Hmm..At long last, I got some personal talks with him. I want to apologize for being late. H