The [Whereabouts]

Hindi ko kasi alam. madalas naguguluhan na ako sa sarili ko. napabilis kong magalit, mainis, maaburido. FRIENDSHIP. I do not know if my high school friends are still the people i know. A lot of things has changed. What I do not know is that if they still care about our friendship. I always try to keep in touch but they seem to be moving away. I don't have any updates with them because they refuse to share. I always contact them to set some meet ups during vacation or special holidays but they always have a lot of reasons. "Kapag ayaw, maraming dahilan." and I'm getting tired. I feel so rejected and I'm so degraded. Then everytime someone contact me and set some meet up, even if i have classes, overnight project, i will leave everything just for them. Then here's my bestfriend for five years who jut left me and traded me for a boyfriend. Her boyfriend didn't asked her to leave me but she did. Do you know the feeling? It hurts so much. Why do people have to ...

BLOG: a user generated website made as journal. often provide commentary or news on prticular subject; also function as personal online diary Recently, blogs have become very popular. almost everyone who knows how to use an internet has a blog. i am happy but then sad because of the fast growing population. the term blog has been out of use. why do i blog? In contrary with what the people know, i am an introvert person. yeah, i have friends, but, i find it hard to express my personal feelings. i am this not so serious type of person who talk about a lot of stuff except my personal life. why? i do not know. maybe because i just want to put some privacy and i don't want to feel so important to i have to lend their attention the moment i start talking. i am a good listener and perhaps a good adviser too but definitely not a good speaker. i prefer working alone. i don't mean to isolate myself but i want to meet my standards. i dont mean to make insult or what but i just hate it whe...