The [Whereabouts]

This made me cry. I've been waiting for so long to hear such words from my very brother. I'm so happy I belong to the family I have. Inconsistencies are part of world's reality and I am so much happy that despite those inconsistencies, our family was able to cope up with all the trials. I know they know how much i feel for them. I am willing to sacrifice everything just for my family. everything. They mean so much to me. They really do. I would like to wake up each day seing their faces first. My family is continuously giving meaning to my life. I hope and pray to the stars above that such meaning i feel won's stop.

Have you ever had the feeling that you only live in a house and not in a home? House- a structure made of either wood, gravel and sand, cement, irons, or combinations in which people live; a residence for human beings that provides one of the basic physiologic need - protection from endeavors. Home - a house lived by family filled with love and affection living with pleasant connotations and provides two of Abraham Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs - Safety and security, and Love and Belongingness . For almost a month now, I really feel homeless. Yes, I may have family but I don't really feel I belong. I apologize but I don't really mean to feel this way (who else does?). The habitation is calm and yet I simply find it hard to come across with tranquility. At the moment, I already have the idea of giving up everything. Maybe it's about time to give something little for myself. When I sacrificed my identity, I left nothing for myself except only the feeling of expectation that...

And so I was in hiatus for how many days. Yeah I’m not a regular poster but I do use YMessenger and YMail everyday. I don’t have a very good internet connection for the past 14 days and counting and I’m hella freaking in here right now. Smartbro is hell! I swear! Intermittent connection for 2 weeks, how was that? God! Haven’t talked seriously to anyone along YMessenger. And it’s hard because I don’t have any personal updates with the other bloggers. I missed the night conferences (though I know it’s been rare since school year started), I missed the WIKA Conference too because of a very bad connection. I know I missed a lot. I’m willing to make up on it. So what happened to me these past few days? Hmm…I watched two good movies with my pareng bespren using his brainy jazz. His treat. Haha. The two movies were damn great (Transformers and Die Hard 4.0) but the person I’m with is much greater. Hmm..At long last, I got some personal talks with him. I want to apologize for being late. H...

The Father is the priest in the home. This means standing in the presence of God for others. It means making sacrifices on their behalf. In a deep spiritual sense he stands in the place of God in the home - His representative, the visible sign of His presence, His love, His care. "My son, keep your father's commands and do not forsake your mother's teaching. Bind them upon your heart forever; fasten them around your neck." -Proverbs 6:20-21 My dad and I had a lot of arguments in the past especially about my rebellious attitude and how I treat my brother (my brother and I are not really in good terms for some reasons). Despite the gap between my dad and I, he still try his very best to protect me and the rest of the family members. In one of my previous post, it is my dad who inspired me to try even harder to pursue what I want to be in life. Everytime I talk to my mom, she always made me cry especially the stories she told me. stories like how my mom and dad made it d...

sorry if i let you wait too long. uhm, just 2 days before new year, my mum and i fought because of my younger sister. my sister is a spoiled bratt. maybe because she is the youngest in the four of us. everything she asks are given. in that case, i don't find it favorable. yes, everything i ask are also given. but that is because i really need them. mostly, they are school stuffs and not personal stuffs. everytime we misunderstood each other, my parents always say, "hey anak, give way. you are old enough." which i believe is wrong. that time, i wasn't able to control myself and i got to answer my mum. Fact: I always answer back to my parents whenever i know i got a good point. and i believe that it's not a sin or a sign of disrespect to them. with the situation, i know it's one of the major problem of every family. giving way to younger ones. and because it is a problem of every family, it's already a problem of the society. i do respect everyones perspecti...