The [Whereabouts]

when do you know you are already in love? and when do you know that it's only friendship that the other side can offer? here are the questions of life i always ask to myself and perhaps you too keep on aking. A friend sent a GM (group msg) asking "pa'no mo sasabihin sa isang tao na mahal mo siya pero di siya iiwas sa iyo? (how can you tell to a person that you are inlove with him/her without that person moving away?). here is my answer: parting from you is a consequence of the reality game called love. there should be always timing. love can wait. there is always right time. you don't have to hurry so you dont have to worry. haha. corny one. in friendship especially in my situation, it is very easy for me to develop my feelings to a girl when we started to get close. then teasing follows. it aches ten times more that she is telling you about her boyfriend. i got this happy feeling when my friend told me the she and her boyfriend get separated. alas i can have my move.

after the busy days from school and hospital (as part of our clinical exposure), i am free today. haha. i have no overnight requirements to pass, i have no major examinations, i have nothing to do. actually, i am planning to give myself a rest. haha. but i miss the people to meet here (though not personally) and i miss my blog too. i visited the blog of good friends and listen (actually read) to their story. actually, it is only here that i learned a lot. lessons that are really not taught in school but can be applied there especially in my daily life. my views in life is becoming clearer and clearer everytime i meet someone with same story as mine. on the other hand, those with different stories as mine give me ideas of what to do next. this one's gonna take long. please be patient. :) to those who will continue, thanks. to those who failed, i understand. but if you have time, give it a time to read then reflect.. CPR (cardiopulmonary resuscitation) if my co-student nurse just lis

hindi naman kasi ako ganun katalino. lahat ginagawa ko para tumaas ung grades na nakukuha ko. kaya lang nakakainis. sobrang effort na ako pero mas walang nangyayari. lahat ay dahil sa isang kaklase. medical surgical nursing, community health nursing in the Philippines. tunog pa lang nakakatakot na. kaya naman nagbibigay ng ilang incentives ang mga professors para kahit papano makatulong sa pagtaas ng grade. kahit kaunti lang. kahit .1-.20 lang ang itutulong nun sa recitation eh napakalaking tulong nun. kaya lang di mu naman makukuha un ng mag-isa ka lang. kelangan ng cooperation. by group sya. kapag di nakipagcooperate ung isa, talo kayo. may demerit pa kayo. ang ikinaiinis ko lang naman eh sana naman magsabi lang man sila na hindi sila makakarating o malalate sila para di na kami mag-eeffort na pumasok ng umaga. dami daming pwedeng gawin. pwedeng matulog kung kulang ka sa tulog dahil sobrang blessing talaga ang isang oras na libre para matulog. o kaya naman magbasa ka para makatulong

yehey. it is nice to be back. i was hospitalized for a week. i have acquired pneumonia. now, they call me "batang sakitin". i am annoyed but though, i am not blaming my patient who caused me suffering. i wanna be a healthy kiddo so that i'll be free to do anything that i want. during my stay in the hospital, i realized how i hurry with what life has to offer. i was bored during my hospital stay. i am just looking at the regulation drops of my IV. i can't read a book where i can enjoy because i have headache where pain radiate up to the inner part of my brain. got no choice but to take a look of everything that will not stress me. that is then i stress myself. i always give myself so many task that i almost forgot to enjoy each thing that i do. time is running so slow. it's the baddest week for me. i was not able to participate in the "international" contest because i was in the hospital. my article too. i was not able to make one. i really feel sorry for