The [Whereabouts]

I am really annoyed with the reasons why they are afraid to hire me. I learned that I am not always accepted. acknowledged. But you know people of the world, to change some social stigmas, you have to trust. Cuz if not, how then will you be able to prove that what you assume is wrong? how will you give chance if at the very beginning, you just keep on rejecting because of "some" fears. Sometimes you have to try. You have to take some risks. On my part, yeah, I guess I have to be rejected at times. Yes, IT may be a bit degrading on my part but as they always say, patience is a virtue. I just have to keep on trying. I really have to prove my dedication even on the difficult times where they can't seem to hear and understand how much I'm willing to prove my worth. Tomorrow will be a good day Aaron. :)

My friend Carla introduced me some youtube videos and one of them is what I'm gonna share with you. While watching the film, only feeling of shock came. We all dream of a just and peaceful world but are we really doing something to make it happen? We are said to be the caretakers of this world as we are the highest living form of organism but we seem not to know what's included in the word "highest". We seem to lack understanding which is needed in most real life situation. One problem is not resolved by doing another problem like killing (as a thought of ending all problems). After watching this film, let us feel our worth and the others as well. The question left to me after watching this film is why do people do such thing. and how can they do such. This video is a sensitive one. If you are eating, pls. finish eating first before choosing to play this video. This is a sort of documentary taken in Indonesia. Let us do something. We can make this world a better one. ...

I don't go to school for me to get a degree. I go to school for me to learn. I am so much interested with Math and Philosophy but then I took up a pre-med course. I know I've told this a lot of times that I took up nursing because of some "calling". I am happy with where I am now. And I am already reserving 2-? years of my life to be a missionary nurse. Then afterwhich, I will go to school again to pursue my love and interest in Math and Philo. I know it's not good to know that my life is planned until I get married. I live according to my plans and I am having no problem with it. But things has changed. A year from now, I will be a nurse already. A devoted nurse, yeah. Some things never came into my mind and now they keep on coming. Now I wanted to be a doctor. A pediatrician specifically. I am not always after the salary. I am ALWAYS after what i can do to make a difference. Continuing to medicine will take some 5 to 7 years of my life and with that I will have ...

this 2006, i really feel like wasted. pissed off. this year was a bad year for some of us. this year, i got a mark of 3.0 for the first time in one of my super duper minor subject that i know i really shouldn't get.i passed pathology and maternal and child nursing without getting that kind of grade. then it passed, a new semester came, Again, i got 3.0 in Ethics class. don't i have any ethics? what would be the impression when i apply for a job and they saw my transcript and see 3.0 in Ethics and Strategies? it will seem that i din't show any kind of breeding and competency during the building up of my profession. it will be a demerit. this yr i tried to give up and i regret that moment. i know i really should not feel like giving up. never. this year, i wasn't able to represent my country in an international contest because of my hectic school schedule. this year, i disappointed my mother. this year, my best friend for for years left me and traded me for a boyfriend. T...