It's over now. I'm single again. Yesterday was really one of the baddest day. Ngayon kabilang na ako sa tropang singles (Now i belong to singles group). Pero bago ako magbunyi at magpakasaya para mapatunayang kaya ko ang mabuhay kahit wala ka eh gusto muna kitang pasalamatan (But before i try to celebrate and enjoy to prove that i can live even without you, i wanna thank you first) Sosyal, may translation pa no. haha. it's because my girlfriend is of some race and she doesn't understand Tagalog (Filipino) though they live here in my motherland - the Philippines. First i want to say thank you for the happy moments. and also for the bad moments too. I'll definitely miss the times we were together. I'll miss the times i stay in your house to sleep. I'll miss the nights i stay in your room and talk a lot of things at the wee hours of the night. I'll miss talking to someone in full english outside the school campus and over the phone. I'll miss your brother Jae-hee who used to borrow my phone and play all the games there. I'll also miss your loving mum who makes me feel I'm really welcome. I'll miss the day you bring me in the hospital because i was sick. I'll miss the old times. Hey, I'll miss the special sweet and spicy kimchi. Thanks for showing me and letting me know that vegetables are good. I'll miss going to our special places the eat something. I'll miss that korean restaurant in Shangri-La where we used to eat your favorite foods. I'll miss the night life where you are with me hanging in special bars and restaurants. I'll miss treating someone very much that nothing is left in my pocket that i have to work in my dad's office in alabang to earn some extra money. i'll miss talking to someone very openly that i keep no secrets and all. I'll miss the way you laugh. For all the things and time i have shared with you, i'm so much happy. I'm happy to meet you in my short life. I'm happy to have you for 10 months. Yeah, I guess my wild ideas to reconcile all things won't work out anymore to bring back our past relationship. I'm still praying for a comeback relationship but i have to leave it that way na. You said it's over. then fine with me. I accept that not simple things that i wish will move to a happy ending. Fool am I. There's no more magic you said and that hurts. But i want to leave it that way now. I guess things have to be that way. I just feel so sad that our plan to singapore next summer will not happen anymore. Now, i pity myself and my innocent poor hands that i used to shoot and punch those hard thick walls in my room. Can't write good anymore. Don't need good penmanship anyway, so it's ok. No more penmanship awards. haha. It's still ok. But i wanna say sorry too. For the times i failed you, for the change of plans to meet up again, for our plans to have some vacation together. For still going to Ilocos and not to Bora last April and for all, I deeply apologize. I'm happy for you. Goddluck. May you have a happy life with him. I congratulate you. I'm happy for you, really. I love you still and so sad that i have to say goodbye now. Now, i have to forget everything. I hope you understand. It'll be hard for me to move on in life thinking of those seet memories we had together that I know can't happen anymore. Bye! I'm happy for you.
Tama na ang drama marathon. Papasayahin ko naman kayo. ngayong single na ako, ,alaya na ako at pwede na akong makipag set-up sa isang blind date. haha. pasaway na bata. my heart is broken into pieces na pero sa ngayon gusto kong makahanap ng isang babae na not actually perfect neither close pero ung makakapagpasaya sa puso ko. ung di ako iiwan. ung pangkasal na relasyon na ba. hehe. pero bago yan, eti muna ang mga famous break-up lines sa pinas. Bakit ka nyo? eto, check this out:
1. "I just realized i don't want to be attached." - huh? bakit? kambal ba tayo at ayaw mo nang maging attached?
2. "I'm confused and i need some time to find myself..." - huh? bakit naman time? flashlight na lang tsaka salamin. madilim kasi. Goodluck! sana makita mo sarili mo.
3. "We're too different from each other..." - yeah, lam ko. kasi tao ako tapos ano ka, isa kang... haha
4. "Narealized ko mahal ko pa pala "ex" ko..." - huh? ex? meron ba? Meron pa palang pumatol sayo.
5. "Kung talagang tayo, kahit sang sulok ng mundi eh magtatagpo tayo..." - Huh? kelan pa nagkasulok ang mundo? kaninong teorya yan? Di ka ba nakakita ng globo? at kung sakaling totoo man na may sulok ang mundo eh bakit naman ako sa sulok mag-stay?
6. "I need some space." - huh? kelan mo pa ginustong maging isang astronaut? dapat sinabi mo agad. sana pinaghanda kita ng gamit mo.
7. "Tama na! Ayaw ko na!" Eh di wag! Tama na! Mukha mo!
Ngayon, may idea na kayo kung nu isagot kapag sinabi sa inyo ang alin man sa mga nasabing tag line. Ingat lang kayo sa pagpupunchline baka mautot kayo. haha. Tsaka magpraktis ka na ring umilag sa sampal at nagliliparang mga vase. haha. Goddluck sa inyo!