No. I am not in love. Let's just say that I got inspired with what my mother told me. They are actually creepy stories and I can't believe that my father will be able to do such thing when I was a child. Even though our set of businesses are starting to fall one by one, he still managed to provide everything that i want. If only I know what is happening that time, I should've not tolerated him. The story my mother told me made me cry and it gave me the determination to push even harder. I know they expected a lot from me about taking up a business-related course and i failed them. But i'll prove them wrong. I reserved something better for them. And won't fail them this time. Not even a little. I won't tell what that creepy story was. I just want to remember that i got inspired with what my mother told me. When I look at this entry after some long years, still, I will remember what that creepy story was.
In relation to the first part, I just realized that I should take this away from my priorities. Love will come at its own time. I don't have to hurry. Now, if in case everyone seems in a hurry and they can't wait, I don't care anymore. I will get there. Love doesn't really have to hurt. haha. lolzies.
The links found in every blog serves as authors reference for good blogs that they want to read and get updated. But that was before. But for some it still is. I just want to talk about this because people are just busy and conscious about their technorati rank. They visit your blog and tag you asking for a link exchange. then after exchanging links, they wont visit and read your blog anymore. It has no use. Another rant, I made a study to test if people do really read a blog when they visit one. In my study, I found out that people don't really read. They are so busy about exchanging links. It is written above my tagboard not to ask about exchanging links because it is author's reference for good blogs that he must visit and read daily but still people keep on asking about exchanging links. If people know how to read well, they'll think twice. About link exchanging responsibility, darn, I'm not a machine that you can use to increase your technorati rank. Those people do not know what a blog is. I pity them so much.
We don't really need a lot of friends. We only need some that are few. In friendship, the is no such word as sorry. I only consider 3 values a friendhip must have. Understanding, respect, and trust - those that we learned when we were in Grade 1. In friendship, we don't have to ask why. we just have to understand. They will tell us everything in time. and we just have to respect them and their decisions. since we respect, we trust. we trust that our friend can do it.
I received an sms during a serious conversation and this one is really true. Other people's opinion of us does not have to become our reality. those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it. We don't know the key to success, but one key to failure is to please everyone. So why waste time thinking about what other people will tell you. Basically, we just have to do what makes us genuinely happy.