The [Whereabouts]

probably, this may be my last post for this month. i have a lot of requirements to submit and i have to meet all the requirements.and also the article that i have to finish for this month is started yet. but i'll still visit this everyday. you can see me online too on my ym account: gnomishwysard Message Everytime you wake up in the middle of your sleep, there's always this meaning. God wants to take to you. It's a magic that every 4.30am someone tries to wake me up. so surprised to find out that there is this "Christian" group who pray the rosary during that time. that thing is a prayer for world peace. but last tuesday, something weird happened. something made me wake up even when i have just slept for less than an hour. i was able to start the praying of the rosary. the Apostles Creed, one Our Father, 3 Hail Mary's, one Glory be, etc. i reached up to the 2nd mystery then unconsciously i have fallen asleep. I got a nightmare. the scene happened in front of t...

I really feel guilty that i was not able to go to the burial of my classmates father. Nalulungkot ako for them. kababata ko sya and classmate ko sya nung elementary. matagal tagal ang pinagsamahan namin dahil kahit nung hs eh naging maging classmate pa rin kame. nung college din. ewan. pinagsama na yata kami ng panahon. i feel bad about what happened to her family. her dad committed a suicide but i don't want to further tell about the reason why her dad decided to end his life. their house is just a barangay away from us here in Bulacan. Nalulungkot talaga ako. Great Friends Just yeaterday, after we ended our class at 6pm i decided to go to my friend's house. Fiesta. She invited me to go to their house that's why i decided to really come. not only for the food but i also decided to there because of the talks that we are going to have. Nagmature na nag talaga kami. It's a good thing that after a year we met each other again. with all thouse busy schedules from school and...

Ever since i was a child, i have this "pasaway" attitude. But i'm a good guy with a good heart. maybe not a clean one but who the hell cares? no one needs it if you do not know how to use it right. better be like this than to be applaused. i've been searching and seeking for fame for a very long time till one day i woke up realizing that it's not the thing that revolves the world. I am a musically inclined person but the music didn't gave me some sort of talent to sing. Been looking for God everywhere by all means. I asked for signs but i was indeed wrong. Everyday is a sign that He loves me so much, inspite of me being a "bad" one. I've fallen a lot a times, stumbled and fell but because of my friends, i stand up. my goals bring me to the path that i do not like. My family is the very important thing in my life that if ever they'll need a life, i'm willing to give mine. Sacrifices are not yet over and the hell it controls my destiny inst...

"How does it feel to live in a 3rd world country?" an ex-filipino asked with a smile. i said, "well, Philippines a very good country. Welcome to the third world country. Welcome to world's Pearl of the Orient. With all the poverty crisis, we were still able to cope up with the so called "globalization". Yeah most of the time it's hard to live and just to stand by and that crimes are easily found in the city. but Filipinos have a very good heart. we are poor but we still love one another. we don't want want anyone of us to get hurt. We don't have big fonds to just spend for something unncessary. Because of war in Lebanon, many Filipinos have to suffer the consequences, anyone may die without any of their relatives knowing. But the goverment didn't let that thing happen. they evacuated a lot of Filipinos there. We Filipinos know how to prioritize. We know what to do forst. Because of poverty, because of being in a 3rd world country, we are det...

The Reason of moving in Blogspot... Actually, it took me a long time to finally decide to move here. I am using my blogdrive acct for more than 2 years. We stayed together that long in good times and in bad times. I got a lot a memories there. it's hard to let go. Blog is defined as an electronic journal where you can share your own experiences and anything anyone wishes to share in the public. it's my reason primarily. didn't created one just for the sake of having and staying to the flow and to be called "in" or a rich kid. primarily, having one like this is expensive (esp those who pay for their site to look good) and it will take an entry to finish for more than an hour because as you sit to type those million-dollar ideas just suddenly disappear. one's mind is getting empty. i dunno if that fits to all but for me that's true. a friend told me to move here because many bloggers will be able to visit my blog regularly because it is easy to access and e...

Today is a very disappointing day but I am happy and very much overwhelmed of all the things happening to me. I am really touched with my dad. Lately, I felt his love as a Father and as a good friend. I am not so close with my dad for I have been a "mama's boy" since I was young. I was not able to talk to him that much because I am always afraid that I'll make some stupid things in front of him. Even when eating together, I don't talk that much unless when asked. I have received enough bad things (demerits) from him since I was young that make me move away from him and try keeping distance. There is a great gap between the two of us which I believe will take a long time to be reconciled. He don't talk that much. He doesn’t like my "kengkoy" attitude for sometimes I exceed beyond my limitations. Most of the time, I just tell him what I feel through letters. Letters that are only a part of the co-curricular activities (RHGP) in school when I was in hi...