The [Whereabouts]

I simply hate this semester. June is over and the start isn’t really that good. I am in this too much depression because I told myself I will pay more attention on my studies because I’m already counting my days to school. Everything wasn’t right. Everything that is happening is not according to my plan. Not because I’m lazy enough to study my lesson. I thought I will be challenged with the semester’s great deal package – psychiatric mental health and critical health nursing. In this years semester, only 18 days was allotted to finish everything. It was abrupt. Everything seems to be in a rush and it pretty fine with me and I’m already used to being rushed. At least after that 18 days, I will not (or should I say rarely) go to school because we’re more on staffing now. I am not protesting against the idea of having only 18 days class (4 hours each day) which includes 9 quizzes, 5 unit tests, a prelim, a midterm and final examination. I’m really determined to learn and willing enough to...

I was tagged again. this time by Vinci . Since I want to open myself to everyone (as some sort of knowing me better. LOL), i'll be answering his tag. So what's the tag all about? Instructions: Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things/facts about him/her. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things/facts as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog. 1. I am an unwanted child. There are only two people who know this matter. One is my kumpare and the other is my best college buddy. My mom was in her last year in college in some premiere university in Manila when i was formed. My mom tried to abort me but it didn't happen. She consulted Dr. X about this matter and she wanted that doctor to do it. The doctor refused to do it and told my mom that if my mom don't wan...

My friend Carla introduced me some youtube videos and one of them is what I'm gonna share with you. While watching the film, only feeling of shock came. We all dream of a just and peaceful world but are we really doing something to make it happen? We are said to be the caretakers of this world as we are the highest living form of organism but we seem not to know what's included in the word "highest". We seem to lack understanding which is needed in most real life situation. One problem is not resolved by doing another problem like killing (as a thought of ending all problems). After watching this film, let us feel our worth and the others as well. The question left to me after watching this film is why do people do such thing. and how can they do such. This video is a sensitive one. If you are eating, pls. finish eating first before choosing to play this video. This is a sort of documentary taken in Indonesia. Let us do something. We can make this world a better one. ...

The Father is the priest in the home. This means standing in the presence of God for others. It means making sacrifices on their behalf. In a deep spiritual sense he stands in the place of God in the home - His representative, the visible sign of His presence, His love, His care. "My son, keep your father's commands and do not forsake your mother's teaching. Bind them upon your heart forever; fasten them around your neck." -Proverbs 6:20-21 My dad and I had a lot of arguments in the past especially about my rebellious attitude and how I treat my brother (my brother and I are not really in good terms for some reasons). Despite the gap between my dad and I, he still try his very best to protect me and the rest of the family members. In one of my previous post, it is my dad who inspired me to try even harder to pursue what I want to be in life. Everytime I talk to my mom, she always made me cry especially the stories she told me. stories like how my mom and dad made it d...

June 15, 2007, 08:30PM, it's official. I'm one year single. Cheers to everyone. haha. LOL. I'm happy. Not because no "special" someone cares for me but I've known my priorities in life and i find more time to know myself more than before and i find time to assess as well. I'm blessed to have my family and few friends with me. it's enough for me. Am I that skinny? I eat more than 3 times a day and more than I should. But then, why do i still look anorexic? It's early Monday morning and I decided to eat alone in the kitchen. They are still sleeping that's why. While I was eating, I came to think of marriage. No, not marriage actually. i was actually thinking about what I know about Primary Complex when suddenly the thought of marriage arise. I should marry someone completely healthy. No. Not only her.but also her family must have no trace of hereditary diseases. It's a problem for me actually. I don't wanna think that way but if I really ...

Everything was settled. June 9, 2pm at Starbs. Again, another blogging event but this time it was organized by a very influential (ikeee) blogger no other than this 16-year old buddy of ours who else but Kevin Moses Bautista . For some reasons, I came in late. and so for that, I cannot tell the first part of what happened. too bad for me. C o l o r e d Yellow [?] I came at MoA at exactly 4pm. I have received a lot of sms since I'm so late. how was that? haha. I was instructed by Billy to enter and turn right after. I was like "huh?". Mall of Asia is so big to be instructed that way. but anyway he sent some follow up instruction that they were at Yellow Cab. that's when i fully understood what that go enter and turn right is. of course we ate there (or else the staffs will send us out. LOL). we also had our chit chats there. taking every second of opportunity to talk to every blogger present even for a short period of time. too bad cars has to go immediately. the sad...

Smoking. I do not know why people still choose to smoke even if they know that smoking kills. I am concerned with their health but if it's their choice and they don't want to be reminded by how dangerous smoking is, I'll respect it. But pls, just do it in proper place. Not in public vehicles. no pls. The Philippines is aiming to have a next generation that is smoke free. Haven't you noticed the ads on your T.V.'s? They're all gone. It's all because of care for mother nature and for the coming generation. Friendster. Because I easily get irritated, I get to notice a lot of things. Friendster. I do not know what the hell is so wrong with Friendster people who uses Friendster. I mean look at the profile page and the comments/testimonials section. what a mess. Do people know what a comment/testimonial really is? I mean, there is a message section to talk to someone to say their cheesy hi's and hello's. And mind you, testimonials are not asked. It's ...

Appreciation. First of all, I really wanna send in my big thanks for appreciating the worth of my blog. I really never expected to receive such one. I know you guys know what I'm talking about but in case not (hehe), it's about winning the Best Boy's Blog Category at Candy Blog Awards . I know it would be impossible for me and my blog to get it without you guys. To the judges, Ms. Mimi Tiu, Ms. Macy Alcaraz, Ms. Bianca Gonzales , Ms. Patty Laurel , and Ms. Ala Paredes , thank you very much for seeing the worth of my blog. And for all those who voted me in, thanks for appreciating mine. I just wonder how much of the criteria did I get. Read-worthy - 50% The biggest chunk of your points will go to this. After all, we do visit blogs to read and view (if there are pictures!) them, right? Good blogs have interesting content and, let’s not forget, good grammar. ;-) Does your blog make your visitor want to read more? Eye Candy - 25% How well is your blog desig...

Inspired. No. I am not in love. Let's just say that I got inspired with what my mother told me. They are actually creepy stories and I can't believe that my father will be able to do such thing when I was a child. Even though our set of businesses are starting to fall one by one, he still managed to provide everything that i want. If only I know what is happening that time, I should've not tolerated him. The story my mother told me made me cry and it gave me the determination to push even harder. I know they expected a lot from me about taking up a business-related course and i failed them. But i'll prove them wrong. I reserved something better for them. And won't fail them this time. Not even a little. I won't tell what that creepy story was. I just want to remember that i got inspired with what my mother told me. When I look at this entry after some long years, still, I will remember what that creepy story was. Love. In relation to the first part, I just real...

I'm safe and sound. I always take care of myself. Nothing so trivia happened to me Today was a sunny Friday. It's 12.30 in the afternoon and the weather is irritating me. I don't have a class today but I decided to go to school. I'm thinking of buying a new pair of uniform. but unfortunately i didn't. Magastos pala ang mabuhay I've been self supporting my studies since i got 18. Though I have earned much, I feel so unprepared about my decision. Recently, I just paid my matriculation and it's almost the same with the near private universities we have here. then the books for major subjects. then the daily allowance and daily stuff to pay. God! I always have to budget my money wisely. Ok let's go back to my plan of buying a new pair of uniform. I was really supposed to buy but i just didn't. Wanna know why? Lost. ( adj. ) unable to find one's way -American Heritage Dictionary Again I am not lost. I am safe and sound. I was on the jee...