Sunday, April 20, 2008
It's been a while since we last talked. For the longest time I waited such opportunity, I never thought that I will be acting like a naive. We both know that we have feelings to one another, but I as a man do not make such move, showing that I am unaffected, innocent. Please remember that I highly appreciate not just your existence but all your efforts just to make me notice you. I may appear insensitive at ALL times because despite all, I just decided to remain quiet. Beaten by my pride, and the situation I'm currently in, I don't have any achievement nor any form of riches to cite just to show that I can be a good man and a provider in the future. Everyday, it's been always a dream to see and hug you but I guess it will just remain as a dream. If given the opportunity, I still won't. Yeah, I'm such an asshole for this decision. I'm sorry, but, I believe you can find a better man than me.