It's been a while since we last talked. For the longest time I waited such opportunity, I never thought that I will be acting like a naive. We both know that we have feelings to one another, but I as a man do not make such move, showing that I am unaffected, innocent. Please remember that I highly appreciate not just your existence but all your efforts just to make me notice you. I may appear insensitive at ALL times because despite all, I just decided to remain quiet. Beaten by my pride, and the situation I'm currently in, I don't have any achievement nor any form of riches to cite just to show that I can be a good man and a provider in the future. Everyday, it's been always a dream to see and hug you but I guess it will just remain as a dream. If given the opportunity, I still won't. Yeah, I'm such an asshole for this decision. I'm sorry, but, I believe you can find a better man than me.
Isn’t it stupid that we allow a person whom we barely know and whom we just met to destroy the fruits of our past and to dictate our future by investing all our emotions in the belief that he/she can provide the happiness that we would need to last our lifetime? Isn’t it amazing how society can make us believe that we can leave the very people who have molded us into who we are just for this certain “special someone”? Isn’t it ironic how almost everyone subject themselves to emotional anxiety and pains in search of what they call ‘LOVE’, when in fact, nobody can even provide a single (and universally accepted) definition of this word, when nobody can guarantee an end when the journey begins? It only hurts when I’m awake. In my dreams you love me more. You let me hold you for as long as I want to and you never let go or back away from me. You let me kiss you in public no matter how passionate or sensual that kiss may be. You listen to everything I have to say even if they don’t mean j...
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It is sad. Though, sana talaga you had the courage to tell her. well maybe things are not yet over with you guys. Maybe the next time you see her, or be with her alone, you'd have the guts to tell her :) GO AARON!