The [Whereabouts]

sampung araw na pala ang nakakalipas mula ng iwan mo ako. eto, nag-iisa. marami na rin ang nagbago. Bugok na ako. Luko luko. parang sira. Umaabsent na rin ako ng walang dahilan may may ipresent akong case report. kapag nawala naman ako sa mood nagcucutting classes na rin ako. Sinubukan kong aliwin ang sarili ko pero di pa rin kita makalimutan. mahal pa rin pala kita. Nakakalungkot pa ring isipin na kelangang umabot sa ganito ang lahat. Akala ko magiging madali lang ang lahat. Di pala. Akala ko ikaw na ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko. Kagabi nagtext ka. Nagulat ako. Sabi ko, "Hey, how's life going?" nakakalungkot isipin kung bakit ang gara ng sagot mo. Bakit naman kinailangan pang ganun ang isagot mo. pwede namang walang ganun. Sana niloko mo na lang ako sa sagot mo para naman kahit papano gumaan lang naman ang loob ko. siguro nga talagang ganun. Nagawa ko pa rin magreply pero sa sagot mo mas lalong nawasak ang puso ko. Nakakamatay pala ang selos. Di na ako nagrep...

3 days ago, an accident happened. it made me realize that i really know nothing. i am still not knowledgeable to mentally fit in into the world i chose. physically, i still don't fit in. Professionally speaking, what i can only do during my clinical exposures is only to build up a therapeutic communication and providing confidentiality at times. I am still not effective enough to be called as a globally competetive nurse in the future. yes, it's not always to be about competetion or so on. it's only a term to that will give you enough knowledge and strength to get all the necessary informations to correctly diagnose a patient. with the correct diagnosis, your part as a nurse is already starting. you need to show now how effective you are as a nurse by implementing your independent nursing interventions. when you say independent nursing interventions, it means independently doing your care and actions without the order or informing the physician. A lack of information about...

wahaha. how many times have i created a blog here but this will be the first time I'll try to get serious. :)