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Random thoughts (Me, myself and I)

Ever since i was a child, i have this "pasaway" attitude. But i'm a good guy with a good heart. maybe not a clean one but who the hell cares? no one needs it if you do not know how to use it right. better be like this than to be applaused. i've been searching and seeking for fame for a very long time till one day i woke up realizing that it's not the thing that revolves the world. I am a musically inclined person but the music didn't gave me some sort of talent to sing. Been looking for God everywhere by all means. I asked for signs but i was indeed wrong. Everyday is a sign that He loves me so much, inspite of me being a "bad" one. I've fallen a lot a times, stumbled and fell but because of my friends, i stand up. my goals bring me to the path that i do not like. My family is the very important thing in my life that if ever they'll need a life, i'm willing to give mine. Sacrifices are not yet over and the hell it controls my destiny instead of me controlling the "shit" thing. I am not happy with my on-going decisions but the results makes me happy for many are happy too. It's my dream to share my life one day to all of you. self confessions and relities but maybe not now. i am not yet ready. My purpose and mission are fulfilled gradually. I always live my day as if it's really my last. there is always this hidden self in me that i do not want to voice out. Reality hurts. but though, i consider myself as the luckiest person in the world and i will always claim that. i always take chances. i am always giving my life options. not actually options but purpose and reasons for me to continue to exist. i am a hard working person that i'll make things possible. God is great. i am a writer who writes with a heart. i am always looking for that person with broad shoulders who will always listen to me, ready to lean on and comfort me. i am always thankful for what is with me and to what will come. i am happy for who i am now...i am always conscious of the things happening around me. i have that lil courage but what i have now isn't enough to give the world some sort of "change"....

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Jigs said…
When you contemplate, talagang lahat naiisip mo. Dont worry about the future so much for future will worry about itself...
14 August, 2006 19:24
Jinjiruks said…
nahanap mo na ba ang makakapagkumpleto syo?
14 August, 2006 22:20
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