The [Whereabouts]

Wala akong pasok last wednesday. Pasig Day kasi kaya naisipan ko ayusing yung mga papel ko kasi natanggap at kinukulit na ako para sa isang HR position sa isa sa mga malalaking kumpanya sa Makati. Sa totoo lang, nagdadalawang isip na ako kung itutuloy ko pa ba kasi nagtratrabaho na ako bilang isang teacher. Masaya naman ako sa ginagawa ko at naniniwala ako na yun ang pinakamahalaga sa lahat. Magkaganun pa man, ninais ko na siguraduhin na kumpleto ang mga documents ko nang mapagtanto ko na nawawala ang NBI Clearnace ko. Nagpagawa ako ng Affidavit of Loss sa tito ko para siguraduhin na magiging maayos ang muli kong pag-aapply. Hinapon ako ng alis dahil napasarap ang pag-iinternet ko sa bahay. Lagpas alas tres na ng hapon ng ako ay makagayak at makaalis. Limang minuto lang naman ang byahe para makarating sa nag-aayos ng NBI Clearance. Pagdating ko, sarado na. Nabasa ko pa "Hanggang alas tres lamang po ang pag-aapply. Hanggang alas singko naman ang pagproproseso. Maluwag ko namang tin...

I don't want to come to a point that one day I'll prove you right. That we are all the same. The we are all after one goal. Theoretically and realistically speaking, we all differ from one another. It's just hurting me that us few who don't really have any bad intention were being treated as if we have. But more hate to those who brought damage to the name we tried to earn. I know one day I'll get tired of being such a hero to change some social stigmas. Just in case, BEWARE. I know well enough how to play the game of life. I'll do the move when least expected. But I still hope not to come to that point.

Having a so planned future is more frustrating than just knowing what you want then making the rest happen with spontaneity. I'm a bit frustrated but I believe, everything will happen in God's time. :)

I am really annoyed with the reasons why they are afraid to hire me. I learned that I am not always accepted. acknowledged. But you know people of the world, to change some social stigmas, you have to trust. Cuz if not, how then will you be able to prove that what you assume is wrong? how will you give chance if at the very beginning, you just keep on rejecting because of "some" fears. Sometimes you have to try. You have to take some risks. On my part, yeah, I guess I have to be rejected at times. Yes, IT may be a bit degrading on my part but as they always say, patience is a virtue. I just have to keep on trying. I really have to prove my dedication even on the difficult times where they can't seem to hear and understand how much I'm willing to prove my worth. Tomorrow will be a good day Aaron. :)

Talaga namang sa pagiging talentado, angat na angat ang Pinoy. Sa galing, di matatawaran. Pero nitong mga nakalipas na taon, nasaan na nga ba ang pagiging malikhain na siya naman talagang sandata mo? Ako'y lubos na nababahala na sa paglipas ng panahon, pangalan mo'y makasama sa bumibilis paglubog ng lahing kinamulatan na wala ni isa man lamang ang nakakapansin. Nakakabahala. Nakakatakot. Gising Juan. Gising Juan...

Let me share you what I have read in one of the schools I've visited just last week. Simple yet it reminded me of what I should do in times of crisis. or should i say, something to live in to become a better person with little or minimal pressure. ADD KNOWLEDGE by Studying Hard. SUBTRACT the BAD HABITS of YOUR Life MULTIPLY your GOOD DEEDS to Others DIVIDE your TIME for Work and Play

everything happen in its own time. i am not supposed to be online and make myself busy today blogging but i've got this very good story to share that happened to me few hours ago. Today, the Lord taught me patience. not just once but several times. I and Angel decided to leave our friends at Drew's located in Katipunan at exactly 12:15 in the morning. To go back home (in Bulacan), I decided to take a Cabanatuan route since Baliuag terminal route offer their last trip at early 10:00 in the evening. Since there is an aftermath from drinking alcohols, i decided to sleep while on my way home. While sleeping, i don't have any idea that i am starting to get in to trouble. This is the very first time that an incident like this happened to me. The bus assistant tapped my shoulder and asked where I will be going. I responded Pulilan po. The bus assistant was shocked and told me naku boy lagpas ka na. malayo na to . With what he told, i got totally awaken. I was like wtf! where am i?...