Saturday, August 25, 2007

why do all good things have to end?

Funny how my life turned so miserable. all were sudden. i never expected my life to go on and be like this. ever since, i have been so sacrificial and it's ok with me for i know that soon these sacrifices will bear its own fruits. but i was wrong. definitely wrong, They say, you can't have all. yeah, true. but it's only i ask and yet not given. now what are these sacrifices for when all that i have to dedicate is just for nothing and for no one now. For my almost 20 years of existence, i have been a very good son, a good brother, a good friend, and a good stranger. yet, and yet, almost everybody just leave me. all they asked, i did. yet, they didn't feel happy and satisfied. now, who says that i need to be strong? i just can't be now. haha. the people who pushes me to be strong are now gone. i realized smiling all day, laughing at crankiest jokes were never real. wearing smile is just really to hide the deep sorrows. they always say to practice excessive happiness at all times but how could i? how could i if fate says me not to be. just like the song, i did my best but i guess my best wasn't good enough. now, who will still be there for me if i have nothing to be proud of now? who, if all the weight is now right on my shoulder?

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

drama nito...
hehehe...
kaw lang nag-iicp nyan

gyk said...

on a brighter side, you'll be strong that's why you are feeling that way. and yes the best wasn't good enough, but atleast you did your best. that's the most important. that's just a test from god even though he doesn't want to see you that way.


huwwaaat? ang drama ko rin.

Doubting Thomas said...

welcome to the cruel world! :P hehe you know what i'm talking about..

beyond essence said...

the mere fact that you have acknowledged your feeling down is a big accomplishment, something you can be proud of. cheer up. :)

Dantes said...

I agree with Marose (beyond essence) said. It's really a big accomplishment. I remembered those days I had too when I was your age. But still here I am. You know the story.

Look up, he'll be proud and count on us to be next in line.

Jed said...

anung tawag mo sakin kung ganun ha!? hehehe. im just here daddy if ever you need me.

agent grey said...

Don't be disheartened, all have problems. At this point of time, rely on your own strength. You can't always expect people around you to back you up always.

Be strong, with or without people around, you know you can get through this.

karlee said...

Nothing in this life lasts forever actually. People come and go, and for some reason parte na ng buhay natin ang pagsubok sa pagtanggap ng ganitong bagay.

"Don't be sad because its gone, be happy kasi nangyare siya."

:) Kaya yan aaron, nandito pa kami.