Funny how my life turned so miserable. all were sudden. i never expected my life to go on and be like this. ever since, i have been so sacrificial and it's ok with me for i know that soon these sacrifices will bear its own fruits. but i was wrong. definitely wrong, They say, you can't have all. yeah, true. but it's only i ask and yet not given. now what are these sacrifices for when all that i have to dedicate is just for nothing and for no one now. For my almost 20 years of existence, i have been a very good son, a good brother, a good friend, and a good stranger. yet, and yet, almost everybody just leave me. all they asked, i did. yet, they didn't feel happy and satisfied. now, who says that i need to be strong? i just can't be now. haha. the people who pushes me to be strong are now gone. i realized smiling all day, laughing at crankiest jokes were never real. wearing smile is just really to hide the deep sorrows. they always say to practice excessive happiness at all times but how could i? how could i if fate says me not to be. just like the song, i did my best but i guess my best wasn't good enough. now, who will still be there for me if i have nothing to be proud of now? who, if all the weight is now right on my shoulder?
Smoking. I do not know why people still choose to smoke even if they know that smoking kills. I am concerned with their health but if it's their choice and they don't want to be reminded by how dangerous smoking is, I'll respect it. But pls, just do it in proper place. Not in public vehicles. no pls. The Philippines is aiming to have a next generation that is smoke free. Haven't you noticed the ads on your T.V.'s? They're all gone. It's all because of care for mother nature and for the coming generation. Friendster. Because I easily get irritated, I get to notice a lot of things. Friendster. I do not know what the hell is so wrong with Friendster people who uses Friendster. I mean look at the profile page and the comments/testimonials section. what a mess. Do people know what a comment/testimonial really is? I mean, there is a message section to talk to someone to say their cheesy hi's and hello's. And mind you, testimonials are not asked. It's ...
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hehehe...
kaw lang nag-iicp nyan
huwwaaat? ang drama ko rin.
Look up, he'll be proud and count on us to be next in line.
Be strong, with or without people around, you know you can get through this.
"Don't be sad because its gone, be happy kasi nangyare siya."
:) Kaya yan aaron, nandito pa kami.