Skip to main content

why do all good things have to end?

Funny how my life turned so miserable. all were sudden. i never expected my life to go on and be like this. ever since, i have been so sacrificial and it's ok with me for i know that soon these sacrifices will bear its own fruits. but i was wrong. definitely wrong, They say, you can't have all. yeah, true. but it's only i ask and yet not given. now what are these sacrifices for when all that i have to dedicate is just for nothing and for no one now. For my almost 20 years of existence, i have been a very good son, a good brother, a good friend, and a good stranger. yet, and yet, almost everybody just leave me. all they asked, i did. yet, they didn't feel happy and satisfied. now, who says that i need to be strong? i just can't be now. haha. the people who pushes me to be strong are now gone. i realized smiling all day, laughing at crankiest jokes were never real. wearing smile is just really to hide the deep sorrows. they always say to practice excessive happiness at all times but how could i? how could i if fate says me not to be. just like the song, i did my best but i guess my best wasn't good enough. now, who will still be there for me if i have nothing to be proud of now? who, if all the weight is now right on my shoulder?

Comments

Anonymous said…
drama nito...
hehehe...
kaw lang nag-iicp nyan
26 August, 2007 13:15
Anonymous said…
on a brighter side, you'll be strong that's why you are feeling that way. and yes the best wasn't good enough, but atleast you did your best. that's the most important. that's just a test from god even though he doesn't want to see you that way.


huwwaaat? ang drama ko rin.
27 August, 2007 04:53
Doubting Thomas said…
welcome to the cruel world! :P hehe you know what i'm talking about..
27 August, 2007 10:54
beyond essence said…
the mere fact that you have acknowledged your feeling down is a big accomplishment, something you can be proud of. cheer up. :)
27 August, 2007 11:02
Dantes said…
I agree with Marose (beyond essence) said. It's really a big accomplishment. I remembered those days I had too when I was your age. But still here I am. You know the story.

Look up, he'll be proud and count on us to be next in line.
27 August, 2007 12:25
Jed said…
anung tawag mo sakin kung ganun ha!? hehehe. im just here daddy if ever you need me.
28 August, 2007 01:40
Anonymous said…
Don't be disheartened, all have problems. At this point of time, rely on your own strength. You can't always expect people around you to back you up always.

Be strong, with or without people around, you know you can get through this.
28 August, 2007 11:27
Karla said…
Nothing in this life lasts forever actually. People come and go, and for some reason parte na ng buhay natin ang pagsubok sa pagtanggap ng ganitong bagay.

"Don't be sad because its gone, be happy kasi nangyare siya."

:) Kaya yan aaron, nandito pa kami.
28 August, 2007 20:37
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

How to Get Spectacular Grades from School

This article wasn't my idea actually. Here are just realizations of what's the best way to get good grades and how to have a full long-term memory rather than having a sensory motor or short-term memory. Advices are made by our very own writer from the Philippines, Ms. Jessica Zafra. Ewan ko ba kung natagpuan nya na ang tinitibok ng puso nya. haha. what i know is that matalino siya. start na tayo? Ok, ganito yan, to others, nagsisimula na ang kalbaryo ng buhay eskwela, to others sa june 13 pa. sa iba naman ewan ko. Since school year 2006-2007 has already begun, pressure to many students also come along. Hectic schedules, a lot of assignments, stupid projects and all causes insanity that ithers just freak then shout loudly to the class: "Ayaw ko na!!! I drop this subject! I can't stand you anymore!!!" In that case you will all need this good tips given by her. UNCUT VERSION (no add-ons) "How to get ridicoulously good grades in school and move on to a glorious ...
Post a Comment
Read more

Random 101-A

Smoking. I do not know why people still choose to smoke even if they know that smoking kills. I am concerned with their health but if it's their choice and they don't want to be reminded by how dangerous smoking is, I'll respect it. But pls, just do it in proper place. Not in public vehicles. no pls. The Philippines is aiming to have a next generation that is smoke free. Haven't you noticed the ads on your T.V.'s? They're all gone. It's all because of care for mother nature and for the coming generation. Friendster. Because I easily get irritated, I get to notice a lot of things. Friendster. I do not know what the hell is so wrong with Friendster people who uses Friendster. I mean look at the profile page and the comments/testimonials section. what a mess. Do people know what a comment/testimonial really is? I mean, there is a message section to talk to someone to say their cheesy hi's and hello's. And mind you, testimonials are not asked. It's ...
10 comments
Read more

Random 101

Inspired. No. I am not in love. Let's just say that I got inspired with what my mother told me. They are actually creepy stories and I can't believe that my father will be able to do such thing when I was a child. Even though our set of businesses are starting to fall one by one, he still managed to provide everything that i want. If only I know what is happening that time, I should've not tolerated him. The story my mother told me made me cry and it gave me the determination to push even harder. I know they expected a lot from me about taking up a business-related course and i failed them. But i'll prove them wrong. I reserved something better for them. And won't fail them this time. Not even a little. I won't tell what that creepy story was. I just want to remember that i got inspired with what my mother told me. When I look at this entry after some long years, still, I will remember what that creepy story was. Love. In relation to the first part, I just real...
14 comments
Read more