The [Whereabouts]

Today is my 2nd time to cut class. 2nd time in my whole life as a student. the first one, i did it just last week. the 2nd is today. whoa. I've been so bad lately. nawalan na rin ako ng drive sa field na pinasukan ko. Actually i just took this up to put a smile in my parents face. i always wanna see them happy because they don't want us to have a miserable life after they pass away. they wanted to make sure that everything will be alright when that time comes. I don't wanna manage our own business that's why i took up something that is far from that nature and nursing is what they want for me as another option. what i really want is to take up philosphy then move to theology to meet God. I remeber what my mum said when we we're young, "Sana magkaroon ako ng anak na pari. Gusto kong magkaroon ng anak na lagi kaming ipagdadasal at gagabay sa amin sa tamang landas. kaya lang mahirap ang daan tungo sa landas na un. Sa isandaang kalalakihang sumubok kumuha ng bokasy...

Ngayong experience ko muna nitong Sunday ang ikwento ko. Wag muna ung Friday. Di ko pa tapos isulat sa aking notebook ung entry para dun. eto, on the spot ko gagawin. Father's day ngayon. Nabati mo na ba si itay? batiin mu na sya. Para naman matuwa tapos ibigay mu na ung gift mo tsaka ung letter para naman makataba ng puso nya. Isang nakakainis na karanasan ang akingnaranasan ngayon. 1.30 am na ako natulog sabi ko pa makagising ng 5.00 am para maaga makapunta ng school. May Sunday class kasi ako. 6.30 na nung mapagtanto kong bumangon sa kama para simulan na ang ritual. ang mag-yoga. Sawang sawa na ako sa rutina ng buhay ko yun. kung di lang yun makabubuti para sa aking kalusugan eh titigilan ko ang kalokohang un. nagmamadali akong maligo at magbihis ng mapansin ko na di na kakayanin ng oras ko ang makapunta sa eskwela ng nasa oras. Dumating ako sa aking unibersidad ng 8.30 am. 30 minutos na akong late. nagdadasal na akong wag sana akong pinaglock-an ng pinto dahil sayang pa rin nam...

so far so good naman. walang ibang nangyari sa akin kundi ang maghikab at gumawa ng kalokohan. isa akong malukong bata sa eskwela. marahil siguro di ko talaga interes ang gusto kong pag-aralan. haha. ngayon pa ako sinumpong ng katamaran sa pag-aaral ng medisina kung kelan nasa ikatlong taon na ako. pero wala nang atrasan. hayaan mo nang gugulin ko pa ang halos dalawang taon para manatili at mag-aral ng mabuti sa isang unibersidad na inaasahang makakapasa ka sa board exam at magiging isang top natcher. Eto, unang dalawang araw nasa ospital ako para magduty. Night-shift ako kaya medyo masaya na malungkot kapag uwian na kasi mag-isa na lang ako. di ako masaya nuon kasi medyo problemado ako sa isang bagay na kalimutan na natin. nilibang ko ang aking sarili sa pa-aakyat baba sa ospital at pagpapalit ng damit dahil sa isang sterile area ako nagkapwesto. binili ko ang mga utos nila, inumin tubig, curls, at mais. pati na rin ang pancit canton ang noodles na may sabaw na pinabili ng aking clini...

It's over now. I'm single again. Yesterday was really one of the baddest day. Ngayon kabilang na ako sa tropang singles (Now i belong to singles group). Pero bago ako magbunyi at magpakasaya para mapatunayang kaya ko ang mabuhay kahit wala ka eh gusto muna kitang pasalamatan (But before i try to celebrate and enjoy to prove that i can live even without you, i wanna thank you first) Sosyal, may translation pa no. haha. it's because my girlfriend is of some race and she doesn't understand Tagalog (Filipino) though they live here in my motherland - the Philippines. First i want to say thank you for the happy moments. and also for the bad moments too. I'll definitely miss the times we were together. I'll miss the times i stay in your house to sleep. I'll miss the nights i stay in your room and talk a lot of things at the wee hours of the night. I'll miss talking to someone in full english outside the school campus and over the phone. I'll miss your broth...

wtf! why am i getting jealous over something that is not right? sh*t! Suppose to be i should be happy for the two of you! God!!! Why am i getting head over heels for you? man!!! why am i feeling like this?! You're killing me. Slowly, inch by inch. God!!! I thought everything was very fine then until one day i woke up thinking everything is still ok but so sad it's not. Don't worry, I have this "little" optimism. I'll try to understand everything. I'm a happy person. Loneliness has no place inside my heart esp. when I'm with people that are very close to my heart. I'm a stage actor here. Remember? I know where to place myself i know when and when not to bring my problems. I know that doing something that will lead me to eternal life will not solve my problem(s). I just hate the time when I do nothing. My mind is free and you fill those empty spaces which makes me feel I'm too immature. Have i been that bad? All this years, all this time, I was f...

Today is a very special day for Filipino's like me. Today, we celebrate the 108th Anniversary of Philippine Independence marked this 2006 o' June 12, the year of the Lord. In behalf with this celebration, three of my dearest lovely girls also celebrate their birthday. The first one is Ms. Karen Kate Galman, a very good friend in college. Next one is also a good friend, Ms. Mary Pauline Musca. Of course, definitely the last one, one of the best buddies I have, a friend back then in high school years, Ms. Ma. Antonette J. Roberto. With this 3 lovely ladies, I wish you all good health, nice boyfriend lah (haha), a more sweeter family with raining blessings, a righteous wisdom which can lead you to the right path plus having good grades in academics. May God bestow raining blessings to the three of you. for sure, He will. But hey, since today is a very special day to all Filipinos, let us all celebrate the true Filipino spirit. Not only in words but in action. "Sa isip, sa s...

You truly never fail to amaze me. and captivate my heart in admiration. I love the profoundity of your face as it went blank. I love the way a small light flicker in your eyes for it reflects the inner you. I love the gracefullness of your moves for you're far more attractive than a fine leaf blown by a mild zephyr. I love your gait as if you're dancing in finest tune. I love your smiles for it bring too much joy in my heart. I love the way you emancipate your guffaws that make my day. I love the way you talk and your guts to open up your ideas. I love the way your skin turns rouge when striked by sun rays. Odd, but i love the way you sweat. I love the droplet of your sweat glides from your forehead to the bottom of your "perfectly" curved chin. I LOVE THE WAY YOU REGISTER IN MY EYES, for you meet my visions perfectly. I love your levity, your natural tendency to ease up things. I love the way you carry the whole you; so confident, full of esteem. I LOVE EVERY INCH O...

I just got something to represent jealousy. Very simple. Sibling rivalry. But you know, the same thing also happens when it comes to LOVE. We just don't know too that it's also as simple as that. We are just being closed-minded and immature. Let's not deny that fact. Sometimes i think there's a monster living within me, just waiting. Waiting for the chance to take hold of my day and wreak havoc at my attempts at order and serenity. often, i can feel the monster within rise above me, take hold my sanity, and rampage through my day. Call it a jealous tantrum, having a bad mood, an emotional state, a streak of insanity. All I can say is that sometimes I don't know where all my jealous comes from and what it makes me capable of doing. Unfortunately, constantly ignoring ones's emotion will only make the temper outbursts more violent. I, even you don't really have to verbalize the emotions to the people around us. What is important is that we know how we feel. So...

This article wasn't my idea actually. Here are just realizations of what's the best way to get good grades and how to have a full long-term memory rather than having a sensory motor or short-term memory. Advices are made by our very own writer from the Philippines, Ms. Jessica Zafra. Ewan ko ba kung natagpuan nya na ang tinitibok ng puso nya. haha. what i know is that matalino siya. start na tayo? Ok, ganito yan, to others, nagsisimula na ang kalbaryo ng buhay eskwela, to others sa june 13 pa. sa iba naman ewan ko. Since school year 2006-2007 has already begun, pressure to many students also come along. Hectic schedules, a lot of assignments, stupid projects and all causes insanity that ithers just freak then shout loudly to the class: "Ayaw ko na!!! I drop this subject! I can't stand you anymore!!!" In that case you will all need this good tips given by her. UNCUT VERSION (no add-ons) "How to get ridicoulously good grades in school and move on to a glorious ...

I t's so happy and overwhelming to the heart that you are able to expand horizons. Of my 2 years of stay in college, i'm so glad i met this set of loyal and true people. with those years, we all worked hand in hand to make each other's life more easier to be carried on. high school is indeed really different from college life. months ago, i asked an old friend to differentiate the two. She said: "i actually don't know. i cry of different things. in my high school years, i cry because of friends. now that i'm in college, i cry because of love. but anyway, i love both." I agree with this great buddy of mine. teka, nalalayo tayo. lets go back to this set of new friends. i am luck enough to find them. my self-esteem were developed that's why now, i'm a strange wacky person. they also helped me in boosting my self confidence. ngayon, medyo malakas lakas na ang kumpiyansa ko sa sarili ko. nakarecover na uli ako sa pagbagsak ko dati. haha. None of them le...